Alright bitches. I'm totally in Japan.

Oh SnAPSHITS!! I'm totally gonna do Anime Expo Idol.

WTF SHOULD I SING!!!??

Ready Steady Go!-Larc
Rewrite-Asia Kung Fu Generation
Kesenai Tsumi-Nana Kitade
Kibou no Kakera-Nana Kitade
Cutey Honey- Koda Kumi
Hanabi-Ikimonoagatari
Kisekii no honooyo moeagareyo!-Kageyama Hironobu

All you fools coming to AX SUPPORT ME!!

I saw Indiana Jones. For those of you who've liked the trilogy, you won't be dissapointed. I'd actually be glad to include this into the series making it a.... quadrilogy?? I don't fucking know. All I know is it's very classic Indiana Jones with almost amatuerish camera work, quick to the point acting and Dr. Jones going 'okay, I'm here, now who do I punch?'  No overdrawn character development, no crazy as shit technologies with the special effects.  A wholesome replica of 80's movie entertainment.

Doping Panda. Listen to it. Love it.

Holy shit. I didn't fail any of my classes this quarter. I'm so happy.  And a B in Econometrics?? That bullshit ass class that everyone was failing??

Hell yes.

So my car hasn't been adjusting well to the recent weather changes.

Yeah, hard.  That was bullshit, I just had three finals, 6 HOURS of finals today, and one more tomorrow that I need to get ready for tonight. On my 21st  birthday of all days.  I don't know what impulse brought me to do so, but after my second one, I just said 'fuck it, I'm getting a drink, 'cause I can and I deserve one'.    So I go over to our pub, sit down, and have a fucking beer.  That's right, I drank in between two of my finals.  I walked bright ass red back to my apartment to study.   And all I have to say is, it was a very satisfying Psych 7A final that I took while coming down from a buzz. I liked it a lot. Yay.

Oh my god, I thought I wouldn't be able to do it, but I'm done. My application to Japan Hitotsubashi Daigaku is done... after about 3 months of straight stress and deadlines it's all fucking done.  My head literally exploded last weekend from all the stress, I had a fever and couldn't feel shit except for this hugeass headache that drew me to delirium. Holy fuckcicles.

So after deciding that I need to give myself a life, I decided to start posting here and... everywhere else honestly.  Mostly to let people in on what's going on in my life, but also to keep myself in check, to make sure I'm having a life.  I feel a little more comfortable presenting myself to people now, which is also why I decided to start posting regularly.  There's been a lot of shit going down lately.

Big thing number 1: my job situation.  Ohhh fuck, my job situation... It's an epic tale of strength and sorrow that I'll tell later, although most of you already heard it.  Basically I quit Gamestop 'cause I couldn't stand working there, but ther're an assload of details that are involved. Ask me directly, the story's much more thrilling if heard.  Right now I'm working at an Edwards Cinema thanks to Maffew... but I'm not sure if I wanna stay there.  It's a lot of ucky labor, for little pay, I have to take my plugs out and I had to die my hair.  Fuck.  I hope Bert starts working regularly there soon, it'll be like old bitchin' times.  I applied at a Hot Topic at the same store, I hope for a callback soon.

A little btw for people that didn't know yet, I'm going to Japan in July. For a year.  Yuup bitches, outta this country for a year.  For everyone that's going or is in the country, it's ひとつばし大学, one of it's campuses along the east/west borders in the middle of Tokyo.  But I'm def gonna shinkansen it to Osaka to visit some friends.  It's been a crapload of work though, paperwork and predeparture shit that is. What doesn't scare me is all that stuff though, no, it's my ineptitude in speaking the language, despite being of heritage.  Actually it's that very fact why I feel like I fear the language more than my colleagues that're going.  It sounds stupid, but given my name and looks, everyone there's gonna think I'm just a regular student with a horrible lack of vocabulary and speech impediment.  I'm gonna have to tell every person I make eye contact with that I'm an abroad student.  This is all dwarfed in comparison to the amount of language I have to learn. Holy shit. I know about 200 characters right now, I need to increase that by 400 more before I leave.  For those that don't really know the language, that amount of characters is known as a shitload.

Kind of old news, I took the JLPT level 3 last sunday.  Too easy. That's it for now.

Alright, E*trade finally recognized the $1,500 bucks I put down on them.  And hopefully within a week, I'll be the proud owner of 20 shares of the Gamestop Co.  All this stock stuff seems so scary and daunting.  It's gambling like in Vegas, but a lot slower and with less hot chicks.

Whoo, it's been like,  a week I know, but I still wanna post about it.

Jrock Festival was... well, awesome!  Although it took a big bite out of my wallet, 80 bucks or so, it was still well worth it I'd say.  Not so much for the crazy out of my mind rocking out I did, but because I could spend time with some friends. One friend in particular I spent the most time with, and it was everything I could ever ask for.  Just two friends chilling out, with nothing to say or do but enjoy time bonding together.  It was really nice. Thank you.

Other than that, at the festival... it was a bit hectic, didn't get to hang out with the other homies, didn't get to see them at all really due to a fairly large setback. But it was still good. Had a good hard metal neck for quite a while after the shows.  Rocked out hard to Vidoll, Merry and Kagrra.  Holy shit, once Chocoripeyes started up, I almost tore up the chairs in front of me.  Good, good times.

PS: I gots a Merry album and a Vidoll shirt!  Yay!

もう、頭が痛くなってきた...

1. Where do you live?
2. Where have we "met"?
3. Your favourite colour?
4. Your favourite song?
5. What's your favourite band?
6. Your favourite food?
7. Do you like manga?
8. Do you have any pets?
9. Do you like to sing?
10. Do you like shopping?
11. What was the last book you read?
12. What's your first drama?
13. What languages can you speak?
14. Country which you want to visit. Why?
15. If you could change into an animal, what would it be?
16. What three things would you take to a desert island?
17. Tokyo or Osaka?
18. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
19. What do you think about sleeping with stuffed animals?
20. Your worst habit?
21. Is there anything that irritates you about people?
22. Would you eat a live frog for 1 million dollars?
23. Worst thing about opposite sex.
24. Have you ever loved somebody so much it made you cry?
25. Have you ever broken a bone?
26. Do you believe in ghosts?
27. Tell me one weird fact about you.
28. Have you ever come close to dying?
29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30. What would you do if you found [insert name of your love here] in your bathroom?
31. What do you think about frogs? Do you like them or not?
32. If you could choose 3 people and go with them on holiday anywhere, who would it be?
33. Do you like sweet things?
34a. What did you think about me when you "met" me for the first time?
34b. What do you think about me now?
35. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
36. In one word, how would you describe me?
37. Do we know each other outside of Livejournal?
38. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
39. Do you like me?

Some people, when they slip into deppression, a family member had died.  Or perhaps a friend.

Some people feel a sinking low from fighting with a friend, or even just missing a call on them.

Whatever case, its all the same.  We all feel this debilitating, demoralizing state one time or another.  It seems to be human nature, to feel comfort in sadness and vulnerability.  Drowned in the feeling of loneliness, anxiety, paranoia, helplesness....
Do I feel that way right now?

Yes, I do.


And why?....







I just watched Grindhouse.... what the fuck....

So, I'm a little stressed about work.

Either:

I might get fired.
All six of us at the store might get fired.
I might get promoted.

I'm very confused.

Yesterday was really fun. Well… mainly it was about work. But I got props from Danny(my manager)right when I entered the store from the other day. It’s good to hear my extra efforts are doing something. We don’t get any commission or anything, and we only get… not getting yelled at when we get good numbers by the higher ups, but a ‘good job’ once in a while is… relieving.

So after work, went to Danny’s place for some food, drinking, and watching a crapload of Starwars. So much fun, played video games, watched clone wars. It’s great to be able to hang out with your coworkers as friends, 'cause in the end, that's who they are.

Leaving the store’s gonna be hard I take it…

Ough.... water damage sucks to take care of.  Did it all fucking day today... instead of doing something decently productive. Anyone have a bunch of beach towels?